Taming Spirited Thoughts

foal and horse

My thoughts are spirited
yearling foals
tossing their heads,
kicking up their heels
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Silence

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My words are playing hide
and seek with me.  I am having
difficulty finding them in the nooks,
crannies, and crevices of my chaotic brain!

 


That, my friends, is why you all haven’t heard from me for several weeks.  I’ll be back once I can round up those elusive words.  Hopefully sooner rather than later! 😉  Have a blessed weekend! 🙂

Guide (FMF)

I struggle with depression and to a lesser degree anxiety.  It has never kept me in bed but it has kept me in my house and I have struggled some with destructive thoughts.  As a Christian, I’ve been blessed to have a Guide through all of this.  Jesus Christ, my Savior, King, Advocate, and Deliverer.  He has helped me persevere in this battle and survive it.  He has fought by my side and even fought for me.  Because of Him, I am an overcomer!  Some will say that He is my crutch.  Some will say that I am weak or believe in fairy tales.  Some will say that believing there is a God and believing in Jesus is proof that I’m mentally ill.  I don’t care what others say.  I just know what I’ve lived.  I know the hell that the darkness of depression is, and how even during that deepest darkest time when I was living life in a deep dark fog and feeling alone, He was there holding me.  I could feel His presence in the midst of the darkness.  He was the small dim flicker of hope in that deep, cold, dark dungeon of despair that I was stuck in.   Continue reading